Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Random Learning in Our World, While Yet Intentional

   Isn't she darling? She's holding my schnitzel. She had pineapple fried rice and bubble tea made with coconut cream. Food truck yummy. We hit up the food trucks after an Oregon Ballet Theater 25th anniversary event. Pink Martini performed live!
 Reading and Discussing
   I don't like the provocative title of this article, but it certainly offers some worthy thoughts for consideration. How do we bring discovery to every avenue of learning? We live in a world that desperately needs risk takers. How do we help kids: home schooled, public schooled, or hybrid schooled discover, risk, persevere, and find and share creative solutions to incredibly complex world problems? One teacher, one mentor at a time, community involvement, discovery based learning with tangible outcomes for success, and making failure acceptable, but expecting them to take ownership to challenge themselves to grow, learn, and stretch. We must model passion in what we do. Kids pick up on anything adults are passionate about. What's your passion? What's your investment? What hits your truth button? What makes the world a better place to live?

   Given pandemics, food shortages, inequalities and injustices, gun violence, global warming, and the earth quaking in response, what are we going to do about it?  Even here in the quiet Pacific Northwest, change is upon us, while Decade Volcanoes snooze. Slumbering giants, don't snooze forever, we'd better be doing something with our time.* An education book I read, aptly said, "the east coast may slice the pie, but the west coast makes it." We need more pie.   (*My plate tectonics theory :-)

   Seattle will have another city the size of Portland crammed into its metro area within the next 20 years. Who's working on their transportation system? I sat in traffic for 7 hours last week. Who will build more schools and feed these people, when we're not expanding farmland? Where will they obtain health care? Live? Because of real questions like these, First Lego League challenges kids to ask hard questions and seek solutions today, for their time and future.

   This year, our FLL 2014 team is learning about architecture. Architects: those crazy people who invent, design, and build. It might just make us go crazy, but we are going to learn a lot while we go crazy, and we might, just might, do something crazy good with our time: invent, design, and build, in a fun, crazy kind of way. We visited the University of Oregon Architectural Majors Faire this week, met some people, and asked some questions:

Why did you choose to teach architecture instead of joining an architectural firm?
Why did you choose to pursue your current field of architecture?
What do you think has been the most major contribution to the world through your field of architecture, and what do you think your field of architecture will contribute in the future?
If you were to change the current licensing process in Oregon, what would you change? 

   As a sideline participant, I learned architects in training like their coffee black. (I would not do well here.) They have no time for sugar and cream, they are too darn busy! I also learned they are social engineers. You'd better be an extrovert to be a good architect, because you're going to work with a lot of people!
They really liked Product Design, as does everyone else!
Talking to Professor Chan in Landscape Architecture
Overheard on Orthodontia
    On the scale of really nice cuddly kitty cat that wants to cuddle with you, and the other end of the scale is the annoying brother who barges into the bathroom while you are trying to use it, I would rate my expander, as losing an argument with your mom about whether you can have pie for breakfast. 

Books Are Good
   We'll pass the books on to our children, by word of mouth, and let our children wait, in turn, on the other people. A lot will be lost that way, of course. But you can't make people listen. The have to come round in their own time, wondering what happened and why the world blew up and under them. It can't last. ~ Fahrenheit 451
Friday Fun
Mom, you get light coconut milk. 

     You might have noticed: I'm barely keeping up with the blog these days. All the learning we are doing around here is hard work. Did I mention I'm back to algebra? If someone had told me years ago, I would repeat algebra through my child, we might not have had any, but we're gonna make it. What doesn't make me go crazy will make me stronger. Right? I am tweaking a few writing projects here and there and some new ideas flowed in this week. New ideas are good. They remind me my brain is still working, and God's grace flowing.

Hanging Out in the Gorge


Time and trucks fly by, but for the boy...
...who plays with ooblek of the river.
She's scaled a lot of walls this year. She's overcoming. Thank you, Lord.
How we do anything, is how we do everything. ~ Richard Rohr
 
   Praying for Jack the kitty to return home. Pray with us? Trying to count our blessings in the midst of the pain. The rain has come. We hold onto hope: He finds us and fills us. He fills cisterns and deep aching places. He abides within, and in Him, we abide. He is present in hearts and heartaches.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Snippets of September

 Robinhood with Missoula Childrens Theatre
Righto!


We are still singing songs about little skunks.
Buying in bulk, and loving this bread mix. It's possible to bake and eat what feels like soft white wheat bread, but it's not!
Homemade granola with coconut oil, nuts, and rice protein powder

Lessons in Cryptography 
Polyalphabetic Cipher
Overheard
I don't understand her little wheel. Maybe, I can make her so proud of her work, that she tells me what it means. 


Pondering
Sarah Bessey's, Guard Your Gates
Halloween approaches; we are the weird ones who don't celebrate. Sarah offers such good thoughts about what we let in and what we don't let in, and it's all okay. She's encouraging good conversation in our home. Now, more than ever, let us live intentionally in our culture.  
We are having a tough soccer season, but giving our best.
Watching
God's Not Dead, a little hokey, but a little hokey can still be thought provoking. Because intelligent people can embrace faith through mystery by route of reason, and relationship with God is not for the dumbed down masses as Marx saith. And at the New York Times, opinions on the intersections of faith and evolution.

Listening
American Media Works, Don't Lecture Me

Next up on my list, The Science of Smart 

Petitioning
A local college to offer up science and math classes in our community for middle schoolers.

Reading 
Between Shades of Gray (no, not that one.) Powerful. Gripping. 
Breaking Stalin's Nose and discussing Stalin in our house (and Hong Kong).
All the Light We Cannot See (read this past summer and still thinking on this story, Hitler, and the ability of the human heart to live morally right and overcome evil.)

Testing
I passed the California World History Exam for 6th graders with a 93% result. Not too bad :-) Why did I take it? It helped me realize the gaps in our history plan for her year. This is why we test: to find the gaps we need to fill in, not to teach to a test. Another interesting lecture heard this week on Common Core. We learn through a multi-faceted approach and that means remaining open to being uncomfortable at times even if it's about the Common Core.

Praying
For more of the Spirit, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, forgiveness, faithfulness, and love. (Oh, and perseverance for FLL 2014 and our study of architecture :-)

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Snowed Under in September



   It's not yet October and I feel like I've been plowed under and snowed over by 6th grade. It's been awhile since we've home schooled and I forgot how all consuming it is. It's so much more fun to be the field trip coordinator than the main teacher. I keep reminding myself how rewarding teaching is, but not feeling it yet. And truly, I see myself as more of a facilitator. Is that me shirking responsibility again? I'm acutely aware that if we hold her back from her potential for learning it will be my fault alone. She is raring to go and ready to learn. She's an easy, generally early riser, and usually has a book in hand by 8 a.m., though sometimes we have to redirect from Calvin and Hobbes. She's loving Latin, while I have yet to dust off the text book.

    I did finally get those books ordered, but made the mistake of having Amazon “bundle them”, so we wait. School has been adjusted already and this week is school a bit lite with LONG play practices at night. She has FLL robotics; we are so excited about our focus on architecture this year. She also has Latin and IEW once a week and it's great someone else is teaching; she stays motivated to get the work done. She wrote about Robert Grosseteste this week. Who knew? 

    We are working through math while at the same time, trying to regroup. She's doing a bit more online at Khan Academy right now, though I believe in the value of paper seat work, while I assess a few different textbooks. We registered for MATHCOUNTS.

    Spelling? What's spelling? We have been consistent with Grammar, but reviewing world civilizations has been BORING. We are no longer at the builds models stage and make fun hand puppets, so how does one review the ancients in meaningful ways when you don't have a week to build a small scale replica of a pyramid or city walled in by watery moats/ponds to collect water? Though, we get the water/moat thing this week with the rain having arrived. I'm going quiz her on the ancients next week and see where we need to bulk up on our review before moving on to other subject matter. I'm torn between the Middle Ages to early Modern Times which is what Veritas studies and American History, Modern Americas, and Modern Times which is the focus of What Your 6th Grader Needs to Know. We are working through plate tectonics and also not having much fun, but we have objectives and we are working through them. She keeps reminding me she wants to blow stuff up. She wants to mix iron and nickel and make a molten core. Lovely. Anyone have ideas of where a 6th grader can blow stuff up for science? They have watched to many videos on the University of Nottingham Periodic Table site. Unfortunately, our own doing, but I did catch her reading Extreme Biology today. Maybe we can just focus on pond bugs asap without the bugs. Like I said, I have decided to test early this year to see where we need to focus most and see what she has a good handle on and where we can move on. It feels like we are flying by the seat of our pants, but there's a plan people. Really. Still working to find it, but He promises to put us on the path!

    Robinhood is making an appearance in town this week. No, not the world premiere we saw last year at OSF, but none-the-less Robinhood. Sister is one of the merry band and brother is a forester and the play shall go on. Ready or not, here we come.

    I fall into bed by 9:45 each night. Well, except tonight. Here's to that 6 a.m. casting call. Anyone for life unleashed early in the morning? Not without coffee, thank you.

    The rain has come and now I must mow the summer's weeds and burn piles of left over limbs from a bunch of woods work we had done at the house. Maybe we can light stuff on fire this weekend?

    We are praying and pondering Safe Families. We are pondering and praying what kind of future car we may need to carry possible littles. Humbly burying my head in the sand and proceeding naively and with faith God will guide the path. This vision is definitely bigger than us. It will burst our bubble. If we do this. If He calls. If we hear. If we get brave. Pray with us? Pray for us?

    Brother too, is busy with school. He's not quite the same chipper early riser, but he's yet to have a bad day at school. He loves school. He loves soccer. He wasn't so sure about Robinhood. He shed tears about missing soccer when play practice arrived this week, even though I had cleared this with him ahead of time and he was originally excited. But Monday arrived and he realized he was going to miss games and practices with his buddies and he was checking back tears and still a few fell. He went to the audition intending to do his worst, “so I won't get a part in the play and can play soccer.” He still got cast as a forester. (It runs in the family.) AND THEN, he came home shedding tears that he didn't get Robinhood. How does a parent say, “I'm sure you did your best at the audition,” while sharing, “well, I thought you said you were going to do your worst so you could play soccer Saturday instead?” What a catch-22. He's getting over it, but he's tired tonight. He's enjoying the chance to put his extensive play acting to use, i.e., various Calvin and Hobbes situations to try on his play mates when he has a chance to improvise.

    Did I tell you he put a water balloon under the toilet seat recently? He didn't get me, but got J good. They have a new club, he and she. They call it POP: Pranks on Parents. And the notebook is full of pranks to prepare and execute. And summaries about how actual events took place and went down.

    Did I mention I'm tired of Calvin and Hobbes? Though I must say the other day, when I read the one where Calvin burps enormously at the table and his mother says, “WHAT DO YOU SAY?” and he Calvin says, “A BARGE COMING THROUGH!” I laughed. Thank you, Bill Watterson for a laugh when I want to dislike you so much. Some days I'm sure the sass is entirely your fault.

    Brother is pondering talking to God ALOT right now and wondering if he is worthy. I am so tempted to talk him through these moments with mom talk when what I need to do most is pull out the WORD and read with him. Tonight, we talked and prayed and read Mathew 5, “those who hunger and thirst for God's righteousness shall be filled.” He wants to know what hearing the voice of God is like. He's not sure if he's hearing. He's not sure if he's worthy. Oh, the questions we ask, so young, but aren't they just hard wired into us? The searching for truth, and grace, and love to wrap ourselves in? I hear his very big heart wanting to understand God and yet trying to wrap his mind around something that any one of us can just barely contain and yet understand and sometimes it's not for us to know. Can our human minds really comprehend the vastness of God's love when we most need it? I believe so, but it requires a great stillness. It requires a great hunger. We don't like to be hungry, thirsty, or still. The questions are big, but not for God. But sometimes it's not even the questions we are asking, it's the love we are seeking. We prayed and talked and prayed some more and chose to plant some feet in faith that those who knock on the door shall be answered, and that perfect love casts out fear, and then he fell asleep. Rest.

    The Rover is in the shop. This Rover Girl dislikes her rental intensely, all while reminding herself to be thankful for something to steer her through life. It's brand new. It smells. It has zero visibility, but it's much faster. Much faster is not better. Rover Girl needs to go slower, so she can see the hawks and doves on her drive. Thankful for very old wheels back, come Friday.

    As for the house, the mess has caught up with me, and I cannot catch up with it. The piles seem to renew each day with people in the house busy learning and mucking things up!

    Then there's this new rain thing after months of dry. During September, the pets have become simply pets. Sister keeps reminding me to spend time with the dog. I booked him a hair cut, does that count? Now, I find two sets of paw prints and 8 feet to wipe and mud in the garage, which invariably comes in the house. Two pets and eight feet, that's enough. But, then Jack brought home a shrew this morning. Then there were 12 muddy feet to deal with. Lovely. Just lovely. Then the added guilt of not giving the poor shrew a proper burial weighed on me today and knowing if kids knew they would be disappointed in you.

    We have escaped for a few hikes, but I've forgotten my camera for coloring catching. Tonight, while the kids are at play practice, I escaped to my least favorite mall, keeping in mind, that I don't like malls, only to find that the Macy's discount store had closed. Boo. So I went to the coffee shop to write. At least that's something. I reworked a Land Rover article vetoed by mon amore. Maybe my grim editor will like the new one.

    But maybe, I re-found the written word within tonight. I've been reminded that words come with prayer and time for creativity. Alone. With God. One writes from reservoirs not emptiness. I only write from a place of fullness and when the brain is on drain and the body is tired few words come. I need to rest, renew, and re-look at the world with new wonder. Working on it. Slowly. One day at a time. Sometimes, being snowed in helps you do that.

(And no, I didn't edit this one. At all. We'll survive the mess. We shall.)

Monday, September 15, 2014

Smoke and Fire

The land is hot, parched, and thirsty. 
Windows shutter.
A sweet scent deceives, portending death, where blows it thick. 

The sheriff's office calls.
Don't call us. Call for flames. The fire is north.

Gravel crunches. A generator runs. A cricket chirps. Melancholy?
 A barely blue hovers above the tree line. Lazy firs sway, ever sanguine.

It's time for rain. Doesn't Nature know? 
She does, but we desecrate her.
 Her nature. Altered. 


Friday, September 12, 2014

One Hour Unfiltered

One hour. Unfiltered.
Read Breaking Stalin's Nose for Middle School Book Group.
Work on discussion guides for book group.
 Roast a tray of eggplant, zucchini, onion, and tomatoes.
Learn to conjugate "amo" in Latin.
Pay bills. 
Grade daughter's Saxon Math 8/7. Realize she's doing all of it mentally.
Put the scientific calculator she wants for Christmas on the "list".
Weed wack the yard.
Work on the wood pile.
Pick remaining veggies from a very dry garden.
Dehydrate plums and apples.
Send a card and picture. 
Work on a proposal about beauty.
Practice spelling and math with a 9 year old. 
Work on a car book series for kids.
Make homemade lactose free yogurt.
Decorate the porch for a dinner party.
Pick flowers and the last of the blackberries.
Kick a soccer ball with a boy.
Visit with loved ones.
Listen to How to Eat Friend Worms at bed time.
Pick a bucket (or four) of apples. Give away.
Clean the fridge.
Process and freeze vegetables.
Listen to this sermon series on Friending. (Excellent)
Read sections of the Gospel of John for morning devotions.
Email exchange student friend and request a get together.
Watch soccer practice.
Diagram some sentences. Do some grammar.
Watch a history video on Mesopotamia.
Attend a co-op meeting. 
Swim for one hour with daughter. 
Bus a few tables at community dinner.
Work on a book about an obscure botanist/ornithologist.
Talk on the phone with your sister.
Attend Writing Critique Group. (Oops, that's 3 hours.)
Visit library. Pay fines.
Make changes writing critique suggested. Groan. Work it out.
Run on the creek while a child bikes.
Apply Biofreeze
Make dinner.
Map the 12 main tectonic plates.
Smash a Snickers bar together. Understand tectonic plate movement.
Read the Encyclopedia of Earth and make diagrams.  
Doctor appointment.
Show up on time.
Feed chickens, check on bees, feed pets.
Make gluten free/dairy free chocolate chip cookies.
Sleep. 
Rise. 
Write.
 Breathe. 
Time is precious.
Tell a story. 
Live a story. 
Make a memory.
Live the small moments. 
Small moments make a life.

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Ramblings from the Two Track

We made it into the wilds, but barely.
She struggled some, but still offered us smiles.
Waiting with an attitude of gold for medicine to arrive so we can depart Bend.
   It's breezy here. The cottonwoods clatter, and ripple in the wind. Ratcheting sprinklers run all day as the lush grass attests. I hear the doves. Their presence is a never ending source of comfort. Like a familiar cloak on a cold starry night, holding me close, they remind me of the vastness of Your love.

   Her stomach is off again this morning. What can we do, but wait and trust? The baby calves suckle at their mama's teats. How I wish I could feed her and food would just fix it. You alone can nourish her right now Lord. Will we make it out on the trail this year?
In Rome, Oregon.  A little sagebrush and Singapore math. (She's a bit math obsessed.)
   Nothing has changed: we are still packed to the rafters, but the gear doesn't tumble out quite so often. Kid list of essentials: survival pack, water bottles, books.
Oh yeah, & a snorkel mask and soccer clothes, for every day of the week.
   What will the desert demand of us, and why are we always so thirsty? Do wild springs fill men more deeply than rural ones? We embark into the desert with some who are yet strangers to us, like a caravan, headed off to trade in foreign lands. Will we be bound by the land or return with a bounty of inner treasure? 
Headed down there!
   In a chaotic, noisy, loud, and fanatic world the rover affords us trails where we find rest. The noise of a cracked culture gives way to the cricket. 
    Clustered on the bank of the river, they surely looked like children's toys to the fighter jets screaming overhead. 
A pristine spring. Not unvisited, but undamaged by mankind. Unusual.
  Riverside, the breeze was just enough to keep the mosquitoes at bay. Overhead, rock formations loomed large. At sunset, young antelope averse to our curiosity, crested up and over canyon walls.
Three Forks cascading into the Owyhee River.
Rovers down low. Three Forks to the right. Stretching our legs.
There is just you Lord, in the sunshine and the heat, and the drum of a child's feet. 
Up and out. I prayed the whole way!
Willow Hot Springs, near Fields, Oregon
    We crawled into our tent as dusk settled on the land. I couldn't sleep, my mind buzzing with the days activities. Alive with the day's heat, the crickets kept up their chirping, to match my chattering mind. The rustle of the tent flaps broke my concentration, or was it a coon in the garbage bag hanging outside? The abnormal chatter, all the noise, portended the 2 a.m. party that would arrive at Willow. What a racket of a night!
Sunset at Willow Hot Springs, Whitehorse Ranch
 
Breakfast in Fields, Oregon. A sweet treat. We licked our plates clean.
4 days without a shower, not to shabby, but we ain't gonna zoom in!
 Home again, a little worse for the wear, but it was worth it!
 Rovering Responsibly

   We take safety seriously, for us and God's creation. We pack, plan, prepare, and pray when we go into the outback, especially with our kids in tow. We go with others. We don't go it alone. We go with great people who also prepare. We prepare for fire, injury, and vehicle issues, because stuff happens while you are busy living life! This year, we were blessed to have a Search and Rescue Coordinator in attendance, a state highway patrolman, a variety of engineers, experienced explorers, and even an experienced Mazama, along for the ride. (The trip coordinator also took time to appropriate and rent a satellite phone. Just in case.) 

   As for our interactions with nature, the primary objective is to leave no trace. The Pacific Coast Rover Club is focused on enjoying nature safely in a way that nurtures nature for future generations to enjoy.  
Rover Girl aka no make up girl.